"This might come out all mixed up, but please bear with me." I explained, with her nodding her acceptance, "Hmmm, let me think... Okay, there are several aspects that make it better for me as a woman. As a guy... there are lots of pressures and responsibilities unintentionally put upon you when making love - making sure the woman has an orgasm, that you can get hard enough, that you fuck her until her orgasm rises and eventually explodes, that your technique is okay - the list is endless.

But taking the role a woman, these pressures are removed and you're free to just enjoy sex and not bother about fulfilling certain criteria. It's also different and therefore novel, which makes it more exciting because of it being a new experience.

Additionally, the 'daily' pressures are removed as well. I'm treated as a woman and don't have to do the sort of things I would have to do if I were a man.

Then there's the makeup. At first, I couldn't get to grips with how a woman could want to coat her face with powders, grease and paints - straight after cleaning herself by taking a shower or having a bath. Why scrub yourself clean, only to go straight into the bedroom and cover yourself with greasy stuff again? It didn't make sense.

It used to feel so 'obvious' and felt like a heavy coating on my face, but now I feel perfectly at home in my makeup and don't even realise I'm wearing it.

Now we come to the clothing. It's not just the feel of soft fabrics on my body, women have far more choice of colours, textures, styles and options to suit their mood.

If I feel slutty, I can wear something slutty. If I feel conservative, I have a choice of clothes for that mood as well. If I feel sexy, there are thousands of different styles, fabrics, cuts and clothes to choose from. All a man has to choose from is, a collar and tie or a T-shirt, jeans or pants, or his standard underclothes - vest and Y-fronts.

And he has little choice of fabrics - absolutely none of them being soft and sensual.

But to wear something that feels like it's actually caressing your body as you walk along - you're off to a head start. I mean, how can a man alter the pants he wears to suit his mood or excite a woman? A woman can wear a skirt of different lengths and maybe with revealing slits up the side to turn a guy on - what can a guy try in return? Name me one thing that a guy wears that makes him look sexy. - You can't, can you? But you can name many things a woman wears that'll make her look really sexy.

The feeling of wearing my nylons and my suspenders underneath a skirt or dress, sends shivers down my spine - it's so fucking sensual! Sitting on a park bench in a skirt with my legs open and not wearing panties makes me fucking hard - but it has no effect whatsoever if I sit there in a pair of jeans with my legs open and not wearing my underpants. Only having a skirt or thin dress covering your charms is extremely sensual. All you have to do is to lift them up your thighs and your completely exposed and ready for a fuck. Imagine how a guy feels with the constrictions of a pair of jeans, and what he has to do to make himself ready for a fuck - no contest!

And then there's the sheer 'naughtiness' of wearing women's clothes in a public place and letting other women see you wearing 'their' stuff - better still if you let a guy see you wearing them. I reckon that 95% of guys would tell you that there's got to be 'something wrong' with a guy that wears women's undies and makeup - but those guys are the same ones that come up to my open car window and take out their cocks for me to suck until they spurt their cum into my mouth, while they're looking at or caressing those same women's sexy undies that I'm wearing to excite both them and myself. And they're also the same guys that condemn gays and 'queers' in public to their mates - but simply love to hold onto my lacy suspenders as they fuck their rigid cocks into my ass until they get so turned-on that they spurt their cum deep inside me before they go back home to their wives or girlfriends!

To sum up, wearing women's clothes and undies, wearing their makeup and wigs so I look like a woman, leading the lifestyle of a woman, makes me feel so fucking sexy, sensual, horny and relaxed. In addition, I can explore my sexuality and try many more different things with you and other men than if I were to dress and act just as a guy. It's something I really want to continue doing and feel good about doing it as well!"

"Wow! Well I suppose I did ask!" she gulped, "And can you imagine how much more of a woman you'd feel if you were to have a nice pair of tits - like these?"

She pulled open her robe to completely expose her beautiful firm tits to my gaze.

"Mmmm, I think you already know my answer." I smiled, "Now we have to decide which ones - hormone or implants?"

"Implants might be faster!" she suggested, "With none of the possible side-effects?"

"C'mon." I told her, "Let's go and have a look on the internet."

"What for?" she asked as I pulled her up off the sofa.

"A surgeon that'll give me a beautiful pair of tits!" I smiled.

**

The following evening Aysha came round, and she hadn't gotten through the door before Linda grabbed her and excitedly told her that she'd something to tell her.

She then told her all about what we'd decided and that I'd finally made my mind up to go for the change and be a more 'complete' woman.

"Congratulations! You'll look more beautiful than ever!" Aysha smiled when Linda had finished telling her, "But you do realise it'll mean a whole new lifestyle for you? What about Mrs Caldwell at work, what will you tell her about your new figure?"

Mrs Caldwell was my only other employee and she helped Aysha around the office.

"I'll let her have that early retirement she's been after." I smiled, "She's 59 now and wants to go anyway. Once she's gone, I could put the word round that I was retiring and employing a manageress to take my place. Then Suzy could appear as the new manageress and we could then get someone new in to replace Mrs Caldwell and help you out. Nobody sees the wage-sheets but me, so I needn't mention a 'Suzy' on them and nobody would be any the wiser!"

"Wow! You really are going for it, aren't you?" she said, "You mean you'll actually be leading your whole life as Suzy, once you get your boobs?"

"That's about the size of it - unless I can come up with something else." I replied,

"D'you know, that could actually work." Aysha smiled, "You devious bugger!"

"Of course, there'd still be times when I'd have to appear as myself, but on those occasions, I could bind myself for the short time to hide my tits." I explained.

"Nothing's going to happen right away." Linda explained, "There's still a lot to sort out before we get to that stage."

"Mmmm, like training to walk and talk more like a woman." Aysha suggested.

"That's right." Linda replied, "And sorting out a surgeon to do the operation. We've already sent for some info to several guys in America that are on the internet."

"I wish you both all the luck in the world!" Aysha then said, her eyes filling up with tears as she kissed both of us, "You've been a perfect boss to me as Davy, and I'm sure you will be as Suzy! Anyway, enough of your news I've got some of my own!"

"Oh, and what's that?" I asked.

A broad grin crossed her face as she took a couple of steps back from us, and then slowly slid her skirt up her hips and spread her feet apart. Dangling there between her thighs, was the little white string of her Tampax!

"Go upstairs and get yourself ready, and I'll attend to that for you as soon as you come back down." I smiled.

"And hopefully, Paddy will attend to me as well?" she grinned.

"Hey Aysha, this time you really will be his bitch-on- heat!" Linda laughed.

It was 3.15 when Aysha finally left for home, Paddy having thoroughly twice fucked her and knotted with her, and me having changed her Tampax for her.

**

The following evening, Paddy was firmly knotted inside Aysha's bleeding cunt again as she sucked on my wife's hairy gash and I laid back on the sofa, gently wanking myself. I was disturbed by the phone ringing, and got up to answer it with my erect cock slapping against my nylons and suspenders as I walked across the room.

Answering the phone, a voice announced that it was Alex.

"Alex?" I replied, searching my mind, "I'm sorry, Alex who?"

"We met up at the lay-by a few weeks ago, and I told you I'd be able to maybe sort something out for you with some of my mates." he replied.

"Oh yes. I remember." I told him, "What can I do for you, Alex?"

"Are you still interested in a meeting?" he asked, "I've had a word with them and told them about you and they'd love to meet you."

"Great stuff! Of course I'm still interested!" I replied, "When can we arrange it?"

"I can meet you at the lay-by this Saturday evening about 7 o'clock and we can drive to my mate's farm. There'll be about 9 of them and myself, if that's okay with you?"

"No problem." I told him, "I'll be there at 7 o'clock then."

"Fantastic!" he replied, "And will you wear something really sexy for us? I've told them all that you like to wear sexy undies when you're being fucked, and they're really excited at the thought of seeing you in them."

"Of course I will, just leave it to me." I told him, "See you Saturday at 7 then."

"We're all looking forward to it." he replied, "Bye for now."

I put down the phone and waited until we were all sitting down with our drinks a little later on, before telling them about the phone-call I'd just had.

"Who's gonna have her ass filled with cum on Saturday night, then?" Linda teased.

"I am!" I replied proudly, "By 10 horny guys - if all goes well!"

"We'd let you take Paddy for a surprise encore - but he might be 'otherwise engaged' on that evening!" Aysha giggled, "What d'you say Linda?"

"Most certainly!" she beamed, "From the moment you leave us, my darling!"

"I wouldn't wish it any other way, my darlings!" I told them truthfully, "We can swap stories about our sexy evenings when I get back home."

**

Saturday evening, just before 7 o'clock, I pulled up at the lay-by and switched off the engine. A few minutes later, a car drove up and flashed the lights. I flashed mine in return and followed him down the road for a few miles, turning down a winding track and finally pulling up in front of a large farm-house. He greeted me and led me inside to the large living-room, nearly a dozen of his friends sitting around and watching a blue video on the television as they drank their cans of lager.

"Everybody, this is Suzy - the guy I told you about!" Alex told them as they all shouted "Hi Suzy!" to me, some letting out low 'wolf-whistles' and grinning, "I'll now let Suzy tell you what's what for tonight."

"Hi everyone! Well, as you can see, I'm not your ordinary guy! I'm a bisexual and I enjoy dressing as a woman to help me feel more feminine when a guy's fucking me! Tonight I'm here for you enjoyment as well as my own, and want to tell you that you can feel free to do anything you want with me! If you want to fuck me and come inside me, that's okay! And if you'd sooner that I sucked you off and swallowed your cum instead, that's okay by me as well! In other words, because I'm dressed and look like a woman - I hope I do anyway? - please feel free to treat me exactly as you would when you were fucking any other woman!"

"Thanks for that Suzy!" Alex then said, "Let me get you a drink and you can sit down and get to know the guys better! Oh, by the way, is it okay for me to video you and the guys having some fun tonight?"

"You can if I get a copy to take home with me as well!" I replied, "No problem!"

A can of lager was then thrust into my hand and I sat down on the low couch alongside 3 of the guys, my skirt instantly riding up my thighs and revealing my stocking-tops and suspenders.

"I don't know about the other guys, but I'm pleasantly surprised by how you look Suzy!" one of the guys told me, "You really do look like a woman!"

"Thanks!" I replied, spreading my knees slightly, "But as you can see, I am a guy!"

He looked between my parted knees and saw my semi-hard cock nestling between my nylon-clad thighs, calling the others over to have a look for themselves.

"Wow! Nice cock!" one of them said.

"Yeah, and sexy undies as well!" another added.

For tonight, I'd chosen to wear my royal blue 3/4 cup lacy bra and matching lacy suspender-belt set with black lace-top nylons, under my black wrap-over skirt and red satin blouse - the whole outfit being finished off with gold drop-earrings and necklace, black 2 inch heels and my dark brown wig.

"D'you like seeing me in my undies?" I asked, holding the wrap of my skirt open to completely reveal my stiffening cock, suspender-belt and nylons, "I know Alex does because he gave me a marvellous fuck the other night when he saw me in them up at the lay-by! Anyway, now I've shown you mine, let's see one of your cocks!"

The guy sitting next to me wasted no time in unzipping his jeans and pulling out his semi-hard cock before wanking it a few times to get it harder!

"Mmmm, nice!" I told him, "May I?"

He nodded his approval and my head dipped down until I closed my lips around his knob-end - my head then bobbing back and forth as I started to suck him off!

"Fucking hell!" I heard him gasp, "You even suck like a fucking woman!"

Hearing him saying that, and seeing me sucking on his stiffening cock, seemed to 'break the ice' for his mates, and I felt myself being gently pulled off the couch to kneel on the carpet between his knees before my skirt was thrown up and over my back. I then felt a well lubed cock being rubbed up and down the crack of my ass before it was slowly pushed into me as the guys cheered!

I'd already taken the trouble to use some KY gel on myself at home, so the added lubrication meant that the guy's cock easily slid all the way into me with no trouble!

The cock in my mouth was starting to swell and get even harder, and I knew that it wouldn't be too long before I would be tasting the salty cum as the guy came!

"I'm getting very near to coming Suzy!" he then said, "Can I turn you over and toss myself off into your mouth while Pete shags you?"

Without answering, I pulled off him and felt Pete pulling out of my ass, me then getting onto the couch and spreading my knees as wide as I shuffled towards the edge, my rigid cock now lying back to rest on my royal blue suspender-belt, perfectly framed between my taut suspenders. Pete then slid back into me and held my legs up as the other guy knelt alongside me and started to toss himself off, his knob-end now only an inch from my open mouth as he started to come!

Jet after thick jet of thick and creamy cum spurted into my open mouth and splashed against my tongue as the guy brought himself off, me then reaching forward and wrapping my lips over the jerking cock as the spurts decreased so's I could suck on it. Seeing Alex with the camera, I smiled at him and then opened my mouth to show the sticky load of cum that was lying there before I swallowed it and felt the guy's cock fucking my ass suddenly start to jerk and come! Again, I was treated to that beautiful 'warm and wet' feeling deep inside me as his cum spurted into my ass, him finishing and lying over my belly to recover before finally pulling out.

For the next 3 hours, I was fucked in every position you could think of, on my back with my legs wrapped round their waists, on my hands and knees, squatting over their cock and impaling myself on it, on my side, standing up and bending over, lying back against the wall with one leg wrapped round their legs, bent double, and laid over the chair arm - most of the times being with another cock fucking my mouth!

I then squatted down against the couch as the guys lined up behind each other, so's each and every one of them could stand in front of me and toss themselves off into my mouth and watch me as I swallowed each and every load of their cum!

For the grand-finale, Alex suggested that he filmed me as I got on the couch and laid with my head on the seat-cushions, my body then being upside-down so's my back was up against the back-cushions with my splayed legs either side of my head, as I tossed myself off so's I spurted my load into my mouth and swallowed my own cum!

I wiped the last drop of my cum off my knob-end and licked my fingers clean to thunderous applause from the guys, all of them insisting that we do this again, and that we make it a regular thing!

"They enjoyed it so much, they've just told me that they're gonna tell their mates and ask if they'd like to come next time!" Alex told me as he copied the camera-tapes onto a video, "So hopefully, there'll be a lot more different guys next time as well!"

"No problem, Alex!" I told him truthfully, "I've a sneaking suspicion that I might be able to bring a woman with me next time - once she's seen what happened to me on this tape! I can't promise anything, so don't say anything to the guys just yet, okay?"

"Okay!" he replied, "I'll wait until I hear from you before I say anything!"

I thanked him and said my "Goodbyes" to the guys before driving home to the girls.

Upon entering the house, I was greeted to the erotic sight of Paddy standing over my wife's face, his purple jerking cock spurting jets of cum into her open mouth as she laid beneath him in her scarlet 1/2 cup bra, suspender-belt and nylons, Aysha busy between her splayed thighs as she sucked on her drooling cunt!

"Hi Suzy!" Aysha called, smiling at me as she pulled off Linda's cunt for a moment, "We'll be with you in a minute! Pour us a couple of drinks will you?"

It was obvious that Linda was still experiencing a series of mini-orgasms after her fuck with Paddy, so I poured the drinks and sat down to wait until she'd finished.

About 3 minutes later, she and Aysha both sat up, and my wife wiped the cum from her chin, grinning at me before she staggered over to kiss me on the lips.

"Hello my darling!" she breathed, "Christ, I've just had a great fuck off Paddy, and a good licking-out from Aysha!"

"Mmmm, I saw her when I came in!" I smiled back at her, "And I could tell from the size of Paddy's cock that you must've had a great fuck off him!"

"Oh she did!" Aysha grinned, "And she nearly passed out with the brute-force of her orgasms! So, how was your evening?"

"Better than telling you, I'll let you see for yourselves!" I told them as I waved the cassette at them, "They videoed it for us to watch!"

"Oooo, great stuff!" Linda replied, "Put it on for us and let's see what happened!"

I did as she asked as we all sat back with our drinks, the girls making several lewd comments throughout the 90 minute film.

"Fucking hell! I would've loved to have been there with you Suzy!" Aysha said lustily, "A dozen guys - all with hard cocks and eager to fuck!"

"There's nothing to stop you two going next time if you wanted, and there'll be more guys there as well!" I told her, explaining what Alex had suggested.

"Mmmm, having a load of guys lusting after our bodies and seeing us just in our undies, sounds like a good night out to me!" Linda said, "How many guys do you reckon would actually be there Suzy?"